Holy crap. My last post was 33 weeks ago. Oh well, I guess it's been good because I really don't want to talk about much of anything. I didn't at least. I came back to this because no one reads it but it's still out there. It's nice to know, in some random place in the world, someone might care. I just don't know them personally. Man, life is so odd. The people you think you'll be with forever aren't real. I always tried to live with no regrets. I have a few now. But they didn't hit me until recently. I regret blowing Brandi off for Brittany. Brandi was such a loyal friend. I crave loyalty. I don't get much. Life is lonely a lot. I really hate being lonely. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. I just wish...oh well everyone wishes.
I don't have much else to say. I'm really really sick of this. All of this. I quit?